Fuck, I am going to get fat and gross if I stay at my parent’s house much longer. My mum bakes all the time, and I have no will power when it comes to food. I haven’t been very active since I got back to Ontario in December. The whole time I was with Dave the most exercise I did was walking. I did a fair amount, but not enough. I want to learn yoga, or maybe get back into tai chi (I only really learned the basics then stopped practicing it all together). I also want to join a gym, because I don’t feel like running outside in the winter, and figure it will be good to force myself into social situations. I really hate going out in public most days. A lot of that comes from self confidence. I figure self confidence comes with discipline (I’m sure it comes in many ways), and the better shape I’m in and more active I am, the happier I am. I think that being more comfortable with myself will help me be more comfortable with other people. Who knows. For now, I have to stop eating cookies, smoking my regular amount of weed, and playing so much fucking Geometry Wars. In my defense, I am absolutely pwning my high scores like they were set by some n00b. It’s hard to stop when you see your name moving up the  leader boards.The cookies are delicious. Weed is weed.

Also, I need to get my camera fixed.