I need to finish this fucking book, because I’m missing out on all kinds of time I could be spending next to this piece of perfection. I have sufficient motivation, I just need to find a way to work faster. I wish I could just come back to her now, and finish the book from there, but I know it will go faster and easier if I’m here. I thought I’d want to stay here as long as I could, but all I want is to get some Holly time.

